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List of happiness
The realization of what happiness truly means to me has made me feel more human than ever before. I’ve always had moments in my life when I felt joy and happiness, but being consciously aware of those moments and exploring their meaning is part of getting to know myself better. It allows me to savor…
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Trying to find a purpose
The feeling doesn’t vanish; it just keeps coming back again and again. Perhaps it’s not as strong as it once was, but the question remains: what is the reason for it? Why does this sense of something missing in my life persist, refusing to fade away from my everyday existence?Is it like this for everyone,…
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Feel and forgive
To be in love in love—it’s an expression I just recently heard, and it hit me in the chest. Even the possibility that this expression exists made me wonder what else can exist and how many deep, often hidden feelings are totally normal for humans but go unnoticed until they’re said out loud and someone…
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Emotional non-paid whore
I came up with this expression—or at least I thought I did—based on a feeling I’ve had since I was a kid. It turned out that this expression already existed, though I added the term “non-paid” to make it my own. My interpretation of this expression might differ slightly from the original meaning, and I’d…
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Swimming from the bottom upwards
Working towards consciousness often feels like swimming from the dark, cold depths of a lake upward to the warm, sunny surface, surrounded by trees and grass in a deep green hue—the same green as my mother’s favorite evening dress from an old fashion magazine. The feeling is so real—the inability to breathe, the cold, the…
Becoming Me: One Awkward Step at a Time 